it wasn't my fault

my case manager actually did her job and called the office (of my living program) asking why i didn't go swimming at the courage center yesterday. she was probably hoping that it was my fault that i didn't go swimming because she was hoping that she wouldn't have to make axis (the insurance company) pay for it but they told her the truth- that i didn't go because i didn't have a pca to take me. i hope she sees that the program that i'm in really doesn't benefit me in some ways but i am able to walk everyday twice a day and stand once a day. i guess i shouldn't complain compared to what i could be stuck with. hopefully i won't need so much help soon but i don't know what kind of living housing program that would be.